Death. It is something that Neil and I have had to experience all too often in our life. Mostly suicide, which saddens and confuses me. I mean can we not give the people around us enough love that they not needlessly take their own life. I know it isn't our fault, nor is there anything we could have done different but FUCK I'm tired of having to hear this horrible news over and over again. The first suicide Neil and I went through together was his grandfather in 2001. Then it was Joe about 6 months later. Then James the following year. Then Matt a few months after that...and now Tammy. Not to mention the other people that die in accidents or old age that we've been to. I feel like we funeral hop like most people bar hop. Not really, and I should't say that but sometimes it is true. I have been to three funerals this month and 5 total this year. Most of these are young people that had the rest of their lives to live....although to be fair only two this year have been suicide. Two too many.