Ack! I'm a little scared.

Neil and I just bought a lot to build on! I'm scared but really excited. It seems that lately we've spending a fortune but really I need to think of as investing...not spending. We're invested in Maddie's (and future child(s)) education, we're investing in real estate, we're investing (just a little, I'm chicken!) in stock.....whew that sounds better than saying I spent a whole hell of a lot of money. In other news I feel pregnant! SO far the one test I've taken was neg., but I'm not due to start yet so I'm going to wait a week or so and retest. I just feel pregnant.....*sigh* we're going to Disney in 4 months. Oh well, I won't be too big (if I'm even pregnant).